Where I’ve been & Adulthood

I can’t recall the number of times I’ve mentally written this post (uhm, tried to) in the past few weeks, possibly even months… but I’ve been so hesitant about getting back on the keyboard.

I don’t know what exactly happened that made me quit writing for a while, but sadly that was the case. I stopped doing the one thing that helped me be myself the most! My guess is while I was working on my issues by myself, I got too trapped in my thoughts that I couldn’t even express myself anymore to my family and friends, let alone online. I had a hard time expressing my thoughts in any way for a long time. But I have missed being able to write and unleash my thoughts into actual words. I have missed being able to share a piece of my mind (and sometimes heart) online. I missed it so much at times that I was ready to blog again, but I was too afraid that maybe I lost my writer self or that I wasn’t ready yet to go down that road again. Today though, I refuse to believe that those fears are possible and that I should at least try. Plus, I think that now is the perfect time for a comeback too.

I’m two weeks away from graduating uni so I’m about to start “adulting”, and I’d like to document it from the very beginning. My plan for life post-graduation is to shift careers from pharmacy to digital marketing so that’s going to be challenging. Also, I’m like engaged now which is a whole other part of adulthood. Everyone has been warning me that life post-uni is tough, consuming and stressful and that I’ll wish I had never graduated… This is probably true for the most part, but I’m so eager to finish my education and actually do something that I love, become independent and build the life I’ve always dreamed of.

Whatever the future holds for me, whatever successes or failures that I’m going to experience, I want to be able to document it all here. So consider me back and let me welcome you to my blog again!